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The Committee

Posted on Mar 16th, 2009 by Rev. Travis Eneix : Philosopher-lite & Self-Inquirer Rev. Travis Eneix

We are all capable of being different people in different times and places.  We take on roles to suit our current needs, and the needs of the situation.  The student.  The teacher.  The husband.  The gamer.  The cook.  The teacher.  The couch potato.  At anytime each of us can be any of these, and dozens more.  We can even be more than one at once, if needed.

Voice Dialogue is a type of psychoanalytic therapy pioneered by Hal & Sindra Stone that actively calls out these distinct roles and examines their world views with an aim toward integration and mental health.

Genpo Roshi adopted Voice Dialogue to Zen practice as the Big Mind process, with great results.  Some are even calling the Big Mind process the fourth turning of the Wheel of Dharma in Buddhism.

You can experience this yourself, immediately, by simply taking time to consciously check in with one of your roles.  One of Genpo Roshi's analogies is that we are each actually a company filled with employees and each has a particular job to perform.  You can imagine yourself as the Controller, or CEO, calling another employee into your office for a meeting.  Call in whomever you would like to, and have a check in.  If you do this out loud, or in writing, you might be surprised as each voice you use in the two sides of the conversation takes on a unique phraseology, personality, set of goals, and opinions.  Genpo Roshi suggests that most of us run this company in a very haphazard way with most of the employees not really being clear on what their job is, what their title is, and what duties they are to perform.  By talking to the voices with intentionality, and naming their roles specifically, they each (a part of you) get a better handle on what they are supposed to do.  Perhaps they even get a feeling of confidence and empowerment from having their actions acknowledged, directed and accepted.

Recent events in my life have expanded on this idea for me.

I was recently laid off from my job.  That has turned out to be a great thing, but at the time there was not a small amount of ruminating about what my life would become.  This real life event helped me to realize a big distinction between real life companies, and our internal companies of our distinct voices/roles.

In the real world you can cut back on the numbers of employees if the fiscal environment requires.  (This is what happened in my case.)  You can also fire an employee causing a negative impact on the operation of the company.

You internal company can do neither of those.  In the company of You, you are stuck with all of your employees, for better or worse.  No matter how dire the sparsity or resources, nor how harmful to the interests of the company an employee becomes, you simply cannot be rid of them.  They can't go anywhere.  You can certainly tell them they are fired, but at best they just skulk off to the basement, or some dark corner, and inevitably reappear at improper times.  Often these returns from the shadows will be surprising, scary, or explosive simply because you allowed yourself to believe they were gone.  It doesn't work.  You are stuck with your set of employees.  All of them.

In my pursuit of spirituality, discipline, and my hodgepodge of religion; my trying to be a better person, I have often "fired" an unwanted employee.  Greed.  Fear.  Anger.  Sloth.  Lust.  Jealousy.  No matter how many times I fired them, or how loudly and resolutely I yelled when doing so, the buggers always returned, and nearly always at the worst possible moments.

It doesn't work.

So, I am opting for a new policy.  I hear by declare an end to all firings, lay-offs, and suspensions in the company of Me.  Henceforth my employees, when they do their jobs at inappropriate times, and in unskilled ways, will not be let go.  Instead they will be named, acknowledged, and explained their proper realms of authority, and will be assigned to teams as needed.

Take Anger, for example.  My employee, Anger, is really good at his job.  Really, really, really good.  Top notch. No doubt.  I seriously don't think there is a better Anger anywhere else, and frankly I am lucky to have him.  A truly valued employee.  However, he does sometimes (often) jump to the job when he is not actually needed.  I recognize this now as an eagerness to do his job, and not a lack of skill.  In fact the failure is not his.  It's mine (the Master of the company).  He simply had not been explained his list of duties, and who he needs to check with before going into action, who gives him his assignments.  So, I spoke with Anger, and made sure he knew how much I enjoyed his work and how good he is at it.  I also explained that he was to check with at least one of a list of other employees before springing into action:  Fear, the Protector, Righteousness; Justice, Liberty, Fairness, the Controller, or me.  Whenever Anger feels like he should go into action, he is to check with one of those first, and if he gets an order to act from one of those he is to do so full bore, and with no reservation.  So far he seems to like the arrangement, and he is getting the hang of it.  There are still times we he gets over zealous, and acts without approval, but he's learning.  Doing a bang up job.

The same type of arrangement, differing only in particulars, can be made with any of the employees as needed.  And, each voice, no matter how refined or privileged is to always remember that, at the end of the day, they are all employees equal on the value scale.  None gets paid more than any other.

So, that's the new deal.  This company is moving forward, and it's taking every single one of its employees along.  No exceptions.

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Three Types Of Self-Inquiry Teachers

Posted on Mar 27th, 2009 by Rev. Travis Eneix : Philosopher-lite & Self-Inquirer Rev. Travis Eneix

Self-inquiry is the practice of looking directly at the self, by the self.  It is an investigation of one's being, and what it means to be, done by oneself.  By this definition, it can be seen that no one can possibly do this for you.  Another important distinction to note is that self-inquiry is not an effort to gain something, or to change anything.  It is not concerned with adding to, or adjusting the self, but is simply a looking at what/who that self is as it is.

Work out your own salvation. Do not depend on others. - Gautama Buddha

What a teacher of self-inquiry is not, is a giver of new knowledge, or an adjuster of old knowledge.  Bearing that in mind, my own practice of self-inquiry, and the growing number of discourses by people working with self-inquiry, I have so far found three distinct types of self-inquiry teachers.  Each individual teacher has aspects of all three, but most seem to focus primarily on one with bits of the other two poking in from time to time.

The Confessor

The Confessor has had some profound, and life altering experience of Self (capital S), or non-dual realization, or supreme bliss, or some such.  The experience has cut out the feet of worldly suffering and concern, and shown the TRUTH of reality to them.  They usually have only the vaguest idea how this happened.  Typically some version of the phrase, "by Grace", comes forward in their stories.  They serve primarily as proof of the possibility of resolving conclusively the question of what/who we are, and the snuffing out of suffering that seems to result.

Example of the Confessor tone:
Said the river to the seeker, "Does one really have to fret about enlightenment? No matter which way I turn, I'm homeward bound." - Anthony De Mello

The Coach

The Coach has had a profound, final insight into the nature of all that is.  They lack the roots of worldly suffering which seems to affect all of mankind.  (Sense a theme here?)  This occurred while (perhaps because?) they were actively pursuing a path of inquiry, or a path occurred to them as a result of their insight.  Either way they are left with a method, if not a goal, to point towards the experience.  By the nature of self-inquiry no one is able to hand out the results, but all can discuss how those results appear for them, and a Coach has some facility in helping to keep their "students" on target with the inquiry.  Unlike typical teachers they cannot hand out the answer, but they can herd one along the way to one's own realization.

Example of the Coach tone:
You don't have to understand that or develop a new narrative about who you are, what you are and what your relationship with life is. Simply bring your personal consciousness into direct contact with the you-ness of you, the I of you, the sense of being you, the sense of self that is always here. - John Sherman

The Carrier

This type of self-inquiry teacher may, or may not, have had a big opening experience or a life altering realization.  What they definitely have is a knowledge of the path, its tenants and some of the stories of realizations that other sages, realizers, and teachers of the path have had.  They carry forward the possibility and the methodology of the teaching.  The Carrier's role is not so much to assist others in their own realization, or to bear witness to what self-inquiry has resulted in for them, but rather to pass the flame of burning desire for self-inquiry on fanned by the recorded proof of those who have made the journey before.  They are also the historians and scholars of self-inquiry.

Examples of the Carrier tone would include lots of attributions of quotes, and statements referencing past teachers, saints, sages and gurus.

The first two types of teacher (the Confessor and the Coach) both tend to have a strong flavor of uniqueness about them.  You will often hear something like a term followed by the qualifier, "... as I use it." or preceded by the qualifier, "What I call..."  The third type (the Carrier) often does not have much of that self-distinguishing tone.

As I mentioned before, no single teacher is free of any of these three types (or styles) of teaching.  They all have all three.  They all also have a focus.  That focus can make what they are saying, and how they come across very unique.

I want to say that I sincerely believe that none of the above teaching types is better than the others.  Whatever works is good, and each teacher is inherently confined to using the style available to them.  Likewise each seeker is inherently bound to profiting from the method which most suits their particular disposition.  The only thing left to do is hope that the right seeker encounters the right teacher, and has the luck and determination to follow their personal path to its conclusion.

Of course, since what is being discussed is the self, it ultimately doesn't matter.  No matter whether you feel drawn to investigate the self actively, or not, obviously doesn't change the self which you already always are.

Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. - Gautama Buddha

All of this is just how it appears to me, so take it for what it's worth.  (Which may not be much.)  For further excellent reading on the types of spiritual paths one can follow, check out Four Paths to Freedom - Which Is Your Root Path? over at Mommy Mystic.  Great stuff!

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